i'm really worried. i think i may be repeating psychology next semester. i mean i understand what's going on and the theories but i can't seem to store these information in my brain. i think something is wrong with my encoding process. i have to put my heart and soul into psyche. i can't stand to repeat this module again next semester. let's get this 3 year diploma over and done with.

almost every week i have kendarat. kalau dah takde, sunyi giler. klau dah ader, ribut! so my legs have been killing me, no thanks to my new pair of crocs. i think my crocs bite my legs. i have blisters all over. on national day itself after kendarat, Didi and i rushed to raffles place to catch the fireworks. half way walking to city hall, my feet was sore. i can't imagine how much pain my leg will be in during my attachment later. Didi strongly advice me to get a pair of those low socks so that i won't get blisters. should get them one of these days. so the next kendarat will fall on next saturday. and at night, there will be fireworks festival. ah fcuk! and i just got to know that the whole wedding ceremony will end at 9pm. haiyoyo.. so i told ibu and ayah that next friday i'm not going madrasah simply because i'm gonna catch the fireworks! hahaha! heard from Didi he wants to go and watch it with the 'budak budak madrasah'. hahaha! boleh lah. been kendarat-ing with them for the past 2 kendarats. boleh pecah perut kalau lepak dengan dorang.

currently, i have been listening to alot of malay songs. maybe it's due to kendarat.

my dearest Didi is down with stomach ache. hopefully, he will recover soon (: