colouring in the city?

in about a few hours time, didi and i have officially been together for a year! yay! (: hahaa! it doesn't count the period when we were friend hokay? if we were to add them up i think it will be 7 years hokay!

i've started revising but more to clinical and biology. i think i have a little confidence on passing clinical skills test but not clinical theory. i have to revise more to build up my confidence. insya allah.

now, i'm addicted to fergie's labels or love. hah!

right now.

school.

written down a list of tests and exams coming up and everything is back to back starting week 12 which is NEXT WEEK! and guess what? i have no idea what the hell they are talking about in biological science practical. oh my god. i need to go and memorise all the different types of bones. i think my brain will short circuit and fuse any time soon. i have to sit for my clinical test next week. i haven't even study for it and it's less than a week away. hah!

on a lighter note. i'm getting my uniform soon! ibu told me to purchase only 2 pairs but i don't think it will last me for 3 years. & fantastic four found a new place to chill in school! so the next time when kou fu or north canteen is crowded, we know where to head to.

remember the thing i promise i won't do when school re-opens? well, i did it during safety lecture today. so much for promises. heh. i watched sex and the city with kecik and faiz on nnesah's lappie. hahaa! i can't resist lah. and now i'm stuck at chapter 5. god, i can't wait for the ending. nnesah! better bring your lappie tomorrow hokay!

i seem to be very "loud" this week. been shouting "HELLO! HELLO!" at almost everyone's ear in SHS. i think they can go deaf. and the funny thing. kecik replies back with "BYE! BYE!".

us.

3 more days to go till 1 year anniversary. god. didn't cross my mind that we could come this far. imagine a classmate from madrasah eversince primary 6 and on to schoolmates in USS and now, hahaa! sounds ironic that we are together. hahaa! but you know what they say, sometimes life simply suprises you.

so i know my dearest didi will be reading this some way some how. so i must apologise if i don't have any spare time to spend with you. please understand my situation. insya allah after my exams and your o levels ends, we'll have plenty of time to catch up hokay?

now.

thought of revising clinical and biology. both manuals are under my nose right now. but i can't seem to get my brain, eyes and hands co-ordinated to start revising. hah! ok. better get on my revision.

one down.

i'm officially done with my critical thinking essay. didn't know that i could bullshit 1000 words long. hah! now i have to start revising clinical and biological science. i have to stop the habit of not concentrating during lectures. semestral exams coming and i can't afford to slack especially for biological science since it's the most tedious module (for me). i hope to do well for all my modules and do not wish to repeat any of them. insya allah. i'll also have to concentrate more on my studies. i'm so gonna be busy especially with ndp on saturdays and tuition covering most of my weekdays.

oh dear, oh my.

Non-stop.

eversince i got into poly, there's one thing i have constantly been doing. FREAKING OUT! once school re-opens, i have this list lining up.

1. Critical Thinking essay (due this coming Monday at 12pm sharp!)
2. Clinical theory and practical test
3. Mandarin ICA presentation (i really need Kecik's help on this one)
4. Biological Science theory and practical test
5. Safety in Healthcare ICA precentation and test
6. Psychology test
7. Foundation of Nursing test

not to mention the psychology and safety in healthcare tutorial. & i'm starting on a new manual for Biological Science. how "great" can that be? i will also be resuming my tuitions so i'm gonna be dead busy, hogging books 24/7 with me. god, it feels like O levels again! i seriously want to do well in poly. oh god, please answer my prayers.

exclusive.

Life is such a crazy thing
It's never really what it seems
Cause first we were chillin
Now I'm catchin feelins
Can you tell me what this means
I'm going through my voicemail
And I'm saving every message you sent
I'm tryna reading between the lines
To see if there was somethin' I missed

All of a sudden, my vision became so clear.
Everything I needed was right here,
Before me (before me)
So pressed to let you know
Just how you make me feel
Never had a feeling thats so real
Control me (and i'm ready, girl I'm ready)

Don't wanna play no games,
I want you exclusive,
Baby, we should just do this,
with the feeling's so strong,
how can we go wrong
No games, I want you exclusive
theres no more excuses
the feelings so right
I want you girl, I need you girl

I really love your company,
Hate it when you gotta leave
another oppurtunity,
for me to say everything.
So tell me if i'm buggin,
when you look at me like that (like that).
I wanna say something,
but I dont know how your gonna react.

All of a sudden, my vision became so clear.
Everything I needed was right here,
before me (before me)
So pressed to let you know
just how you make me feel
never had a feeling thats so real
control me. (and i'm ready, girl I'm ready)

Don't wanna play no games,
I want you exclusive,
Baby, we should just do this,
With the feeling's so strong (strong)
How can we go on?
No games, I want you exclusive
Theres no more excuses (no more excuses)
The feelings so right
I want you girl, I need you girl

You knew it all along,
What was going wrong,
Let me state my claim
Before its too late
I dont care how this may sound,
But you need to know right now
So I might as well just come on out and tell ya

All of a sudden, my vision became so clear
Everything I needed was right here,
Before me (before me)
So pressed to let you know
Just how you make me feel
Never had a feeling thats so real
Control me (and i'm ready, girl I'm ready)

Don't wanna play no games,
I want you exclusive (exclusive)
Baby, we should just do this (baby lets do this)
With the feeling's so strong (so strong)
How can we go on (Go on)
No games, I want you exclusive
Theres nomore excuses (no more excuses) (ohh baby)
The feelings so right (So right)
I want you girl, I need you girl

Don't wanna play no games
I want you exclusive (exclusive)
Baby, we should just do this (baby lets do this)
with the feeling's so strong (so strong)
how can we go on? (how can we go on)
No games, I want you exclusive (ohh yea)
theres no more excuses
the feelings so right (ohhh)
I want you girl, I need you girl