this week was hectic but it pass by really fast though. Kak Nur, Kak Ayu and Cik Hamidah treated to KFC for breakfast on Tuesday. thanks for the treat! :) last Friday, Starbucks had a buy one get one free offer for staff's only! but too bad i missed it cause i was working AM shift and had to rush home. attachment ain't so bad as i thought it would be. nevertheless, i miss school.

most of all, i miss F4.

how's life right now? busy. will update once attachment's over hokaaaaaay.

something significant i learned from attachment? cherish your life and live it to the fullest :)

The weekends passed by sooooo fast. I'll be back at TTSH tomorrow. I find that there's no difference between first and second shift. There's always something to do but I prefer first shift though since it ends at 3pm. Siaper nak gi layan balek kol 9 malam kan?

The weekends with Didi away in KL have been well spent with the family, preparing for raya. Been baking cookies, painting the house and the usual cleaning. Macam excited lak nak raya. Seeing the neighbors turning on their lampu kelap kelip certainly lifts the whole atmosphere along with the non-stop raya songs. Yeah yeah! Nak raya!

I find them cute. Haha! Betul betul betul!

Firstly, I'm sorry if I have not been updating KatieValentine regularly. Busy lah dey. Attachment so far has been educational, interesting, fun but painstakingly tiring. Attachement is waaaaaaaaay different then clinical hokay! But it's nice to hear compliments from the patients and their family members. A simple thank you can easily lift your spirits up. Seeing your patient leaving the ward happily and in a state of good health makes you feel proud of what you had done to the patient to make them feel better throughout their stay. But at a certain point of time when the family members were about to leave and told me to take good care of their mother, I suddenly realized that my patients life is in my very own bare hands. It’s amazing to see how a stranger can trust a 17 year old teenager to take care of their 70 year old mother.

Next, results are out and I passed! Sorry if I'm making this sound like a big deal but it IS to me! So fine, I didn't get a GPA of 3 and above but still, I'm quite shocked when I look at my results. All the hard work, burning the midnight oil finally paid off. Insya Allah, I'll try my best to get a 3 for my GPA hokaaaaaaaay.

Finally, my dearest Didi is away in KL.

Yesterday must have been one of those days when bad luck just struck you throughout the whole damn day.

The plan was to go Queensway to survey around for FBT shorts. When I found a good deal, I just realized that I was broke. Ok, not really broke. But come to think of it, I might as well use the money for attachment later. Didi thought of buying it for me but I told him not to. FBT shorts will forever exist. So maybe I'll buy them when school re-opens. So the plan was to break our fast at Simpang Bedok. Since we were early, Didi thought of breaking fast at Changi Beach instead. So an hour ride in the bus, we found out that the food place were under renovation and it was 30 minutes till buka! So with no choice, we broke fast at Magic Wok. Luckily there's a lot of food places there. So after we broke fast, we wanted to have some Swensen's ice cream. The plan was to go to Changi Airport T2. The bus which we took eventually took us to Changi Airport cargo center. Hahaha! So we need to take the same bus but on the opposite side of the road back to Simei MRT. Once we were at Changi Airport T2, we saw the que outside Swensen's and told ourselves to change the plan. We ended up at McCafe and bought Ritter Sport chocolates from Candy Empire. Hah!

I'm down with a runny nose. Baik pe.

I'm officially done with madrasah essay. All I'm left with is to print and bind them. Stayed up till the wee hours to complete it. So hopefully, I'll get some well deserved marks for it. Heh. I'm glad that I got the chance to catch up with the people whom I haven't seen for a looooooong time before my attachment. I think Ibu and Ayah don't mind since I'll be pretty busy come next week. Didi's going KL and it's confirmed. He asked me along but too bad I can't make it. They are leaving next Friday afternoon but I have to work 2nd shift. Ahh dammit. Remember to buy for me souvenir hor!

Thanks guys for yesterday. Finally, we got to meet up. We should do it more often, this time with Erra around aight.

the other day, my family broke fast at Amirun's house. so after we broke fast, all of us were watching tv. out of a sudden, Anggun who sat beside me sprung up to her feet and ran to her room with Amirun running behind her shouting, "Kakak puki blood! Kakak puki blood!". and being the blur sotong, i said out loudly, "hah? Anggun puki blood?". everyone laughed like nobody's business. actually, what Amirun intend to say was, Kakak put kiblat. and Anggun told her mother with full confidence, "Bu, sok Anggun tak nak buker,". all of us looked at her, "sok Anggun tak nak buker? tak nak buker ke sahur?". another blur sotong. kesian.

some changes to my blog if you guys have eyes to see it. of course you do! or else you won't be reading my blog right? k merepek kerepek. hah. i figured it will only be a matter of time till the whole world come to know about my blog. so why not be prepared for it. heh.

i'm almost done with madrasah essay. yeeeeeaaaaahhhh! lepas ni, kiter boleh enjoy!

insecurity. that's what i feel. i can't bring myself to trust you all over again. no matter how much you beg me to believe you again, i just can't. it's not something you can force me and i can't do it instantly. it takes some time to build the trust. no matter how much i want to believe your stories, your tales, your promises, it all sounds like bull to me. it takes only a second to crush the trust we had but a lifetime to build one. only time will tell when i can trust you all over again.

maafkan aku bila meragukan ketulusan hatimu, kejujuran cintamu selama ini.

it's 3.10pm right now and i'm suppose tto get out of the house by 3.30pm. hahaha! baik ah. mandi pon belom. heh. sorry for the stinking smell :p suppose to meet the rest at CCK stadium by 4pm. hahaha! gonna lose some pounds. hmm. maybe what Fatin said makes sense. i eat alot but i don't gain weight. maybe if i don't eat, i'll eventually gain weight. and you know that mulut masin girl was right. i am gaining weight!

dah masok seminggu since i last saw Didi. but i still can tahan. masih hidup, masih bernafas (: nak break record tak jumpe sebulan? might as well tak jumpe teros kan? hahaha!

i was thinking about all the stuffs that i'm craving to buy, the items which cost over hundreds of dollars. maybe i should save my own money and buy them. yeah.. i know birthday coming. boleh mintak pe? tapi when i look at the item, i don't want it to be remembered as this person bought it for me. if i buy it with my own money (though the money that i saved was previously given by Ayah or some other people) but when i look at it, i will really cherish the item cuz it's my hard earn money. yeeeaaahh. pandai pun :D faham tak? klau tak faham, carik kat dictionary. hahahaha!

another week till attachment. you how terrified i am? ahhhhh! maner korang tau? aku tak bilang. hahaha! and i targeted to finish madrasah essay before my attachment starts. tapi sampai sekarang belom start lagi. apeeeedaaaaah.

To the friend who once considered me as her enemy.
To the friend who then became the closest person ever step into my life.
To the friend whom I treat almost like family, a loving sister.
To the friend who will listen to all my crap till the wee hours.
To the friend who will be there for me in my time in need.
To the friend whom promised to grow old with me.

Fatin Hanani Binte Ahmad Hambali (:


ko fikir nak celebrate birthday kaper letak lilin banyak banyak?


guess what are we trying to do.


ni lah budak budak derpived childhood. kecik-kecik tak nak mati. dah besar main bunga api. hahahahaha!

Sorry for the lack of updates. Before my attachment commence in about a weeks time, I better spent my time with my loved ones, family and friends before I lose this opportunity once my attachment starts. I have not been seeing Didi a lot lately since the fasting month started. He's sounds ok about it but I know how madly he wants to meet me. Ok. Not trying to sound like Paula here! :P

Suppose to go out with Fatin, Hazira and Didi tomorrow to break fast together and probably go Geylang. Last minute change of plan. Hazira can't make it. So the plan's cancelled. Even Syu can't make it tomorrow. But I don't know when is it postponed to. Hazira haven't informed when she's free and I don't feel good going out with Didi, just the two of us. Sedangkan aku tengok budak-budak berduaan aku dah tak suker and you expect me to go out with my boyfriend?! I mean bukan nyer kau tak nak jumpe dier. Aku nak. Tapi bulan puasa gini tak manis lah. Sepatut nyer kan kiter buat baik/ibadah untuk dapatkan pahala. Bukan uat jahat untuk dapat dosa kan? So yeah. Maybe this is a good time for him to really concentrate on his studies since his prelims resumes again next week.

I'm writing at OneNote. Cool giler babi sia! Oh. Ayah already bought Microsoft Office 2007 for $139 during the Comex PC show. Now, he's talking about getting the Creative ZEN which Kakak is currently using. He said he's gonna get one for himself and another for me. Hmm. Let's wait and see :P

I'm suppose to go KL with Didi and his family tomorrow till Sunday. Looking at my financial status, I turned the offer down. Seems like the plan has been cancelled and they thought of going JB tomorrow. Hahaha!

finally! a proper update. kk. klau mood aku bagus, aku post gambar besok k? slamat malam! :) ingat niat puasa tau!

Sunday was well spent. went to the library to study with Fatin, Karine and Didi. k i didn't study. what was there to study? hah. so i read a few books and Fatin stole one of it. grrr! remember to pass it to me hor! Karine left early to resume her sleep at home. we left at about 5pm. Didi sent me home whereas Fatin went home to get her stuffs for the sleepover. suddenly she thought of the idea of baking cookies.

first, we put in the egg.


next, the butter. it's suppose to be melted but we didn't wait for it to melt. it doesn't matter as said by ibu.


add in the cookie mix.


mix well. maybe you can add more chocolate chips if you want.


drop the cookies onto a non-grease tray.


you may want to decorate your cookies with chocolate chips or sprinkles (:


the outcome of the cookies :D


Fatin: who knows when we are old later, we'll be baking hari raya cookies together?
Syiqin: hahaha! i'll send my maid over to your house (:

it's the first day of the fasting month. lazy to post. in summary, i tired! k bye!

maybe tomorrow k? if i have the mooooooooood :P