3 more weeks of school and hello attachment! Sub group is currently rushing through tutorial presentations and ICA. Hopefully, to get them all done before attachment since we'll be busy with ICA and clinical tests.

Weekdays are jammed packed with lecturers, tutorials and discussion starting at 8am and ending at 6pm. Not forgetting tuition since the kids mid-year is coming soon. I just realised that I sound like a mother of four. Hah. My initial plan to revise has always been occupied with research for presentations and preparation for lab and tutorials.

Ok. I wanna watche The Nanny :P





To you,

I understand what you are going through and feeling right now for I am experiencing the same thing. Nevertheless, don't let it affect you. Learn to accept it for God has planned this for us. Who knows? Maybe God has planned something better for us instead (:

And you,

Happy 22nd (: Don't lose your wallet again hor!

I have 15 minutes before I leave the house for tuition. And I don't wish to go.

It's not that I don't want to teach them or I don't want the money. Yes, I do want it cuz' I have loads of stuffs on my mind which I wanna get particularly electronics which costs hundred over dollars. I'm waiting for the next PC show in June. Hopefully, I could save enough by then. Hmmm..

Anyhoot, back to the main point here. I think F-mon knows how I'm feeling right now. When you said that you will start the lesson now, they will create 1001 excuses like "I want to go toilet" or "I'm thirsty ah. I go drink water first k. For awhile only," and the classic one "Wait ah, kak. I go and get my book first,". And their definition of "awhile" or "sekejap" is like 5 to 10 minutes? Like hey, I don't mind if you are wasting time because at the end of the day, I'm still getting paid. But what irritates me the most is that you expect me to believe that you can't even focus and concentrate for just an hour? Five minutes also cannot. Your attention span so little meh? The rest of the day, you can do whatever you like and its none of my business. But when I'm there, I expect some respect from you. I could be doing other fruitful stuffs rather than spending my time there. What's the purpose of my presence? I expect a little co-operation today. I tried to raised the point to the parents but to no avail. You know how parents are so defensive over their kids these days. Teachers can't even lay a finger on them or they will report it as abuse. Like .. Back during my time, my Malay teacher would "piat" your ears and twist it around as if it’s a toy. Kids these days are so pampered.

And when you give them any assignments or homework, you come back the next day and nothing is done. The page is still as squeaky clean as you saw it the previous day. And they have the cheek to say that they had attempted the question but cannot solved. And when exams are drawing near, they start to panic like as if Singapore will be hit by tsunami. And then expect me to give you guys last minute crash course? Pfft.

Okay. I have to go.

I have good news. And, I have bad news too.

Good news first aight. Alhamdulillah, I passed the test! I think I sat in front of the screen with the word 'PASSED' flashing in front of me for 5 seconds before I went out of the room. Haha!

So this afternoon, I got a call from TTSH. They have rescheduled my appointment from 8 May to TODAY! And just yesterday, some Ms Tan from NYP called to check on me and asked about the incident and told me to go for another check up since I'm still experiencing headache. Hospital macam tau jer eh? Haha! So after the test, went for the appointment. Along the way, I was convincing Ibu, Ayah and Kakak that I'm well enough to go back to training on Saturday since my MC last till this Friday. But they kept on saying that the doctor will have the final say. Grrrrr!

So throughout the rest of the journey, I was praying that the doctor will let me resume training. So met the doctor, blah blah blah. He asked me whether I remember doing any scans. Hello? I had a concussion. Do you think I remember what I even said to the policemen? By the way, I told the policeman right in the face, "Eh, namer style ah!". I don't know if its true. But that's what Kakak told me. Hah. Anyhoot, the whole appointment was going well when suddenly he said (here comes the bad news),

"I think its best that you don't attend silat for atleast 1 month,".


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I went out of the room, looked at Ayah and he just shrugged. I went towards the couch at the waiting area and cried. YES! I CRIED! WHY? BECAUSE THE DOCTOR, AYAH and IBU DOESN'T ALLOW ME TO GO SILAT! So as Ayah went to make the payment, Ibu and Kakak was "coaxing" me trying to make some sense pertaining to the doctor's decision. So I immediately snapped back and said that I didn't want to get injured in the first place, I didn't want to get this stupid head injury. All I want is to perform for Club Crawl! So Ayah made this deal about me not joining tanding and only seni. I think I lost count on the number of times he mentioned that. I get the point! No more tanding!

And I just received a text message from Ain. Ahhhhhh! I want to go training so badly! :'(

It finally dawn on me that tomorrow is April 16 which means.. The test is TOMORROW! Oh damn. I guess I was too caught up with the things that's happening around me that I almost forgot about it. Pray for me that I'll be able to pass the test. I don't wish to wait for another freaking month to re-sit for the test again.

I miss NYP Silat. I miss the people. My pantat is itchy. I wanna go back to training. I want to start training for Club Crawl but Ibu and Ayah is refraining me from attending as long as I'm on MC. So I guess I'll try my best to get on their good side and convince them that I'm well enough to attend Saturday's training. Heh. Pray for me that I'll recover soon aite.

This was how I felt yesterday and partially, today. In conclusion, I had a concussion.

FALL RISK!

When I looked at my patients, I always asked myself what does it feels like to be warded? Finally, my dream is fulfilled. Ibu called this morning and the first thing she asked was,

Tidur lena? Ader nampak pape tak? *Did you had a good sleep? Did you saw anything?*

Thanks eh Bu for your "concern". Haha! I think I have a good rapport with the "people" over there. I think "they" have seen my face too many times that they are sick and tired of me. Hah.

I talked alot of crap throughout my stay. Half of the time I wasn't awake.

Once again, thank you guys for all your well wishes.

To Cinonet; takmo risau pasal ku. Ku okay. Takde saper pun marah kat kau. These things are bound to happen. Love you loads, babe (:

To Ten; sorry klau Iqin susahkan Ten. Thanks for everything (:

To Ain Medic and Rad; thanks a lot for taking care of me. I know you guys are sick and tired of nursing injured athletes. Maner yang tak bawak tape sendiri, maner yang tak warm up betul-betul sampai dapat cramps. Bukan niat Iqin nak susahkan korang. Klau boleh Iqin tak nak susahkan saper-saper pun. Once again, many thanks to the both of you. Klau korang takde, entah aper lah jadi kat kiter. Heh.

5 days MC and I'm still having holidays. So what's the point?

Apologies for my absence. I shall now post a proper update.

1) 3 weeks of attachment is over. 2 more weeks and hello lectures and tutorials! Plus, I heard that Year 2 is freaking tough! With pharmacology, adult nursing and the skills. Die!

2) My Sony Ericsson W910i is currently undergoing servicing due to the fact that there is no display at all on the screen. But still, I could receive calls and messages (but I can't read them so what's the point right?), send messages and call out. The sad thing is; my 1 year warranty has ended and thus, I have to fork out for the servicing. The nice lady said that I had to pay $10.70 for the "evaluation fee" or in other words, to check what's wrong with my bloody phone lah. And so the nice lady said if it's the system, then I have to fork out another $15 but if it’s the LCD screen, the amount will be roughly around $100.00++. 3 days later, I got a call from the service center and the rude lady said they have check my phone and to repair it, I have to pay a sum of $350.00. Yup, that's right. Three hundred and fifty Singapore dollars! Might as well I get a new phone right?

3) After 8 long years of courtship, my sister finally got engaged to her beau! (That explains why I didn't turn up for training. Sorry guys! I will be back soon aight!)