Currently slacking at Kakak's work place. Urrrgggghhhh. Loooootttsss of people sia. New Year's Eve cannot stay home and besarkan pantat for just one day eh? I think your pantat itchy uh. Maybe that explains why. Heh.

Went out with Ibu and Ayah to change the set top box. Yeeeeeeesssssssaaaaaaaaa! Now my normal cable TV has change to HubStation! Now Ibu and I can watch VOD, k Bu? (: I hesitated at first since there will be an additional top-up of $6. If Ayah just upgrade to the digital set-top box, he will just add another $2. But he was trying to convince me to take the HubStation instead. Heeeeelllllloooooo! I'm not paying for it! If I am, I would have cancelled the sports channels and add the kids channel instead. Hah!

So after much thinking, suddenly it struck me. The reason why Ayah wants HubStation is because..



.. Because he can record his football match since he will miss it as he is away at work. Haaaaaaaa. And when the truth was revealed, he tries to cover up. Tak nak mengaku ni! Issssshhhhh! Geeeerrrraaaam nyyyyeeeerrr! Nevermind. As long as he's paying for my VOD. Hah.

Had lunch at City Hall. Haaaiiiiizzzz. Our lunch was pathetic. Sooooo not gonna eat there anymore. Walked around and found a better place. Should have eaten there instead. Nyeeeeh. Toooo late. Food has gone down the epiglottis and into the stomach and out the anus. Maybe the puuuut puuuuut not yet uh. Unless you are taking lactulose. Anyhoooooot, took the bus and here I am! Taaaadaaaaa!

My battery is running low low low. Tempat besar tapi satu haram power point pun takde. Kentalan di jiwa betul!

Hmmmm. Maybe I'll post again at Didi's workplace.

6 hours till 2009. What's the big deal about 2009? Awal Muharram tak nak sambut. Haaaaiiiiizzzzzz.

My English is becoming more corrupted as days passed. Hmm. Maybe I should enroll myself into an English class. Probably take up English as an elective next semester. Up for it F4? Haaaaaaaa.

A classic example happened today while the F4's were walking to clinical.

Nnesah: Eh, take the stairs!
Me: Nooooo! Take the froner one! (Take the one in front!)
Nnesah: Wah! Your English power sia!
Me: *senyum-senyum kambing*


K.. My English sucks. Yeah. I admit that. Atleast you guys understood the crap that's coming out from my mouth kan kan kaaaaaaan?

So after clinical, had a short discussion (Thanks eh Hassan for not turning up! Baik ah!) and off to Queensway in search for a new water bottle. I finally got my training water bottle at a bargain of $14. Cheap considering that original price is $15.90. Can't go lower than that since it’s a new arrival.

Surveyed around for my running shoes. Saw alooooot of adizero shoes which I like but most of them are for men. Grrrrrr! Anyhooot, lots of shops are having sale for Nike and Adidas shoes. Soooo.. I asked that boy of mine if he would be kind enough to buy me a running shoe for my birthday.

Me: Eh, u belikan untuk orang uh for my birthday?
Didi: Boleh uh. Orang bayar stengah beh you pay the rest. *senyum kambing*
Me: Baik tak yah seh. Birthday gift aper klau kenek bayar stengah?

So it seems like my hopes were crushed. Ever heard of this myth that if you were to give someone a pair of shoe/slipper/sandals (any footwear), that person will most likely walk out of your life? Sounds crap right? But it kinda happened to me. Didi and I gave each other a pair of Brazillian Praia but I guess the myth didn't work. Maybe its related to some mathematics equation like how positive multiply by negative will give you negative and when positive multiply by positive will give you positive. Haaaaaa. Merepek kerepek.

Ehhhh.. First time sia I talked this much eh? Ohhh. While I was blogging, Ibu was switching channels and was watching this Indonesian horror movie. Imagine people thought you are dead but you aren't. And you only wake up when you are already 6 feet under? Creeeeeepy.

Kk. I'm afraid of the clinical test! Ahhhh. And I still haven't study sia! Tunggu aper Syiqin? Christmas dah over. Tunggu raya pe baru nak blajar?

The final days of holidays was well spent at home. Thought of going out with Didi but Ibu insisted that we chilled at home instead. I showed him my two hideous abrasion on my elbow and his immediate reaction was emotionless. He just gave me the puzzle look and said, "Macam maner u jatuh?" and burst into laughters. Grrrrrrr!

So there was a short gifts exchanging sessions. Haaaaaaaaa. No. He bought for Ibu and I some souvenirs. Cheeeeeet! And I think the only reason he bought me another sweater is because my Topman sweater is always with Aza. Grrrrr! And the previous one that he bought for me is now worn by aloooooooot of mats and minahs. Thank you for that one of a kind sweater (:

Had lunch together and Ibu revealed to Didi how I would slipped and fall down without fail, every time when she's mopping the floor. Maybe its due to all the kangkongs which I loooooooovvvvvvvveeeee to eat. Watched some crappy Malay movie and off we went rollerblading around the neighborhood.

I had no injuries when rollerblading though. After watching me rollerblade, Didi felt like going ice skating. Haaaaaa! Dulu ajak tak nak. Hmph.

K. I have to get ready for school. Lemau sey..

Some changes have been done to the layout. Tried to make it as simple as I could. Wanna comment? Click on the word "comment" beside the date. Its available on every post aight. Decided not to put up a profile cuz' I'm sure you know who's writing this crap right? If you don't know, go knock your head against the wall. Maybe you have a temporary amnesia.

School officially re-opens tomorrow. Ibu, dengan penuh confident, asked me to go bowling with her tomorrow. And when I told her that school starts tomorrow, she doesn't believe me. She mati-mati thought mine starts on Friday. Helllloooooo!

There's a few things I've been wanting to get. Like a new water bottle. I think mine is leaking. Need to find a running shoe cuz' the sole of my current one is gaping like a crocodile's mouth. And ...

... Need to find SHOES! Ahhhhhh. I hate finding shoes. Why? Cuz' most shops in Singapore doesn't sell much of size 9 shoes! Yes. Nnesah and I are suffering from this great shoe depression. If my career as a nurse doesn't work out, maybe I should go ahead with Nnesah's suggestion of becoming a shoe designer. Only for size 9 and above (: Hah! In your face small feet people!

I hate morning sinus. Its irritating the crap out of me.

I decided to privatised my blog. I tend to hesitate whenever I blog when it was public. My blog is a place for me to say what I please right? I don't wish some kepo people to stick their nose in my life. Naaaaah. I'm not an attention seeker. Not like Paula at least. Hah. Actually, I prefer to keep my life in low-profile. Doesn't seems like Nur Asyiqn, right? Heh.

Today's training was ... It wasn't as strenuous as Wednesday's. Some things change. I was surprised to see her in it. I mean, out of all the people? Who would have thought that she would go ahead and wear it? I'm glad you did it though. Hopefully, it was a sincere thing aight.

Nevertheless, I had a conversation with Ibu. I asked her, what if I go ahead and wear it? She doesn't disallow me but she just discourages. She says that my teenage life is for me to enjoy. I'm still too young and its still too early for me to commit. Furthermore even if I did wear it and I don't do the right things, what's the point? I agreed with her. For now, it's better that I concentrate on other wajib* stuffs. Yes, that's also wajib* but what's the point if you wear and you don't perform simple things like praying 5 times daily, right?

* necesssary and sinful if you do not do it.

Ohhhhh. I injured both my elbows. Noooooo. Nothing serious. Just abrasions. Now my elbow looks fugly. Shit.

Didi's coming home tonight. Whoopteeedoooo. He though of meeting tomorrow before school starts. And when I told Ibu the plan, she told Didi to come over instead. Takot ehhhhh kat rumah sorang? Muahahahahaha!

Till next time, toads.

Finally done with essay. I think my laptop is crying for mercy to take a break. Heh.

Woke up bright and early and headed down to HomeTeamNS for a round (3 rounds actually) of bowling. Cinta had her chance too. Everytime her ball ends up in the gutter, she would end up blaming the ball saying "Silly ball." dengan action tangan and muker dier. Imagine a 3 years old kid trying to lift a 6 pound ball? Cinta did. But it lasted less than 10 seconds. Hah. I didn't made her do it hokay! She did it on her on free will. Heh.

And on my own free will, I played parapara paradise with her at her crib yesterday. Surprisingly, quite a good workout (: Go on and try it. If you're a first timer and you're playing at the arcade, thank you for making such a bafoon out of yourself.

Catchy beat. I like (: Thanks "Ira"! Hah. Love you babe. See you Wednesday aight.

Essay. It's not even 50% complete. I'm having trouble on how to tackle the essay. How to present it so that the essay will flow like how my runny nose is flowing. Heh. Dear God, please help me. I need a miracle to get this essay done. Tell me how do I bullshit a 1500 word essay?

Urgh. I'm sick and tired of extensions. My extensions keep on falling out. Maybe cuz' its only one clip. Should do at Kakak's place. Double clipping. Hmmm. Should I got for extensions again or just highlight my hair? Weighing both options, highlights will make my life easier when I'm combing my hair. But like .. Extensions is temporary but its nicer cuz's in strands. Both cost about the same depending on how much extensions you wanna put. Hmmm.

A new phone? Yes! I desperately soooooooo need one. My current phone keeps restarting itself for no apparent reason and its damn irritating when you wanna make an important call or text. Its more irritating when people blame you for suddenly hanging up or worst, didn't pick up the call at all. Eh, not my fault k?

He does nothing. The boy does nothing.

Ohhhh. That boy of mine will be away in KL on eve of Christmas(which is TOMORROW!). Booohooo. Buy me some souvenirs aight. Plans on eve of Christmas is still tentative. Might be having steamboat cum BBQ at home with the family or rot and complete the pending video. May also be hitting the pool and gym with the guys.

Cute, isn't it?

Till next time, toads.

Let's not talk about the essay aight? Its squeezing every drop of brain juice from me.

After not playing bowling for such a loooooooooong time, I finally got myself back in the game. Scoring 120, 123 was not my usual record. Attaining spare and strike back to back wasn't either. But it happened. Hah. And it was reaaaally fun especially with the crazy people around.

So I managed to dragged myself out of bed and ran from Brickland Road to Bukit Gombak MRT. Gotta discipline myself and increase my stamina. Managed to catch YES Man. It was a goooooooood movie. You guys should watch it.

I should get back to my essay. I still have a pending presentation in que.

Hope you're feeling better, my dearest Kecik! See you soon aight?

Well, I don't like, living under your spotlight.
Just because you think, I might find somebody worthy.
Oh, I don't like, living under your spotlight.
Maybe, if you treat me right, you won't have to worry.

Hello toads.

Truth; I haven't started on law and ethics essay and I have only about a week left of holidays. I think I'm screwed. My mind doesn't seems to coordinate well. It’s as if it knows that it’s the holidays and its on sleep mode. Nevertheless, I should get on it one of these days or else I'll be really screwed. My whole entire module relies on this essay (despite that there's presentation)! Every time when I'm on the laptop, I'll end up doing something else. For example today, I checked out the Bachelor of Science (Nursing) at NUS. Admission is based on polytechnic and GCE O levels results; weighing 80% and 20% respectively. You even need O levels results to go uni hokay.

The afternoon was well spent at home with the company of the lovely family. Heh. First it started out by me watching Khabi Khushi Khabi Gham online. Kakak and Ibu joined in soon after followed by Ayah. Eventually the whole family was squeezing in front of the laptop. They are soo cute lah. And my stomach is giving me problems these past few days. Maybe its due to the excessive seaweed which I have been consuming every single day. Heh. But it's soooo addictive! Kk. I shall not tempt myself.

Yesterday's training was alright considering that it wasn't sooo much on physical. Hmm. Looking at the situation right now, there is a high chance. But I shall not give myself hope. I still need a lot of practice and a lot of brushing up.

Till next time.

Happy 17th Birthday, Fatin Hanani Ahmad Hambali.
Hope you enjoyed yourself on your birthday.
May Allah bless you always makcik!

I wish I could find a place where I could let everything out. No need for pretence.

My blog hits not bad eh? Ramai jugak orang bacer blog aku ruper nyer. Hmm. I sound like an ah ma. Heh.

Today was pathetic. Only school. The rest, no. Went on a 30 minutes journey (to school), went for an hour of tutorial, bought breakfast (thinking that I'll be starving by the time lecture starts), tutor came in saying that lecture's cancelled. Para pundek. Pfft.

I have an 8am lesson again tomorrow. And if it's not for them, I could have gone home early at 12pm. Urgh. Bloody idiot.

Today was so slack.

Had breakfast in the morning with Didi at Lot 1 McD. Should have eaten McD in school instead. So much cheaper. Pfft. But it's okay. Atleast I get to try McGriddles! Its so filling. Didi made his own version of McGriddles by using two pancakes and a sausage. He precisely cut the pancake into a bun-shaped so that it will look like a McGriddles. Should have taken the photo of the ring-shaped pancake. It looks like saggy breasts. Hah.

Reached school, waited for the girls and off to tutorial. Nnesah said that I was bitchy today. Had 1 hour break so went to the library. Eventually, Jacqueline and I went out of the library with atleast 4 books. Step rajin. Heh.

And so, the good news came. Today's lecture is E-learning. Aper lagi? Balik siang :D I was just happy that after a week of going home at 6, 7 and 8pm, we were finally dismissed at 2pm! By the way, school's starts at 11am. Only 2 hours of lesson! (Minus the break) Saper tak nak?

I think I DO sound bitchy today. Heh.

If you have been consistently watching Suria, you realise that they have been airing Cicakman 2 trailer right? You know what my ibu said? "If there's a CicakMAN, there will also be a CicakGIRL!". Hahaha! She's soo cute!

Urgh! I have an irritating ulcer. And I think it’s causing my sudden fever and headache.

To all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha (:

Finally, its over. All 3 freaking test. Alhamdulillah. I think I passed all of them. Still, I hope that I could have done better for all of them. Now, I have 2 essays to complete ,a 1000 and 1500 word essay. Gerek pe? And as soon as the term break's over, I have 2 tests and 1 presentations waiting for me.

Nnesah have been talking about new year resolutions. Maybe its time to think of them and actually do them this time round. Hmm.

Speechless.

Thanks girls for everything (:
I love each and every one of you.

Sorry if all my post have lately been short. Short and simple is the way to go right? Hah. Let me try to make this post a looooooooong one aight.

Two down, one more to go. I can't believe I would survive having to take 2 tests on the same day after not taking tests for such a loooong time since secondary. Woah. I still remembered having tests back to back, every day. During curriculum, AEPs. Thank god those days are loooooong gone. Heh.

Hmm. I feel that some way, some how I need to buck up on my studies. The way I'm progressing now is still not up to my expectation. Reason? Let me keep it to myself aight. There are some things in this world that is best for one NOT to know. Heh.

Nevertheless, we must always look at the bright side of life; a week till term break! And I still haven't got my dear Fatin a gift. Eh makcik, what you want for your birthday? :P

Currently at home, alone. Pathetic. Ibu and Ayah out on date. I think Kakak too. Didi? Hmm. Maybe out on date with his xxth scandal. He got too many scandals lah. I stopped counting after I found out that one of his scandals was gay. Don't know lah who taught him to have aloooooooot of scandals eh. I think the number is increasing since he started working. Heh.

And it happened again today! Did I mentioned that retribution is sweet?

Oh, I did :) And I mentioned "heh" and "loooooong" 3 times in this post. And I still find this post not loooooooooong enough.

Revenge Retribution is soo sweet.

I have 3 freaking test this week.

I repeat..

I HAVE 3 FCUKING TEST THIS WEEK!

And 2 tests falls ON THE SAME DAY!

I think I can die.

Thank god we are going Popeye next week (: