ahhhh! help me! i'm having a splitting headache all thanks to my tooth. initially the plan was to accompany ibu to the dentist at dhoby ghaut. so i thought, why not clean my teeth since i'm there? (babi ah! shoudn't have thought of this! hmph. grrrrrr!) upon examination, the dentist found out that 2 of my tooth were decayed thus he has to do filling. my god! the pain was excruciating! at first it wasn't. but now, it gets worst! ahhhhh!

kk. cannot blog any longer. sakit giler babi bodoh!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KECIK!

i hope you enjoyed yourself as much as we did! sorry if i had to blindfold you causing your mascara to smurge or anything (: wait till you turn 18 and see what kind of surprises we'll have for you! hahaha!

today was a day where you would show your appreciation to your teachers for all the hard work they have put in to make you who you are today. instead, it was the other way for me. i went back to Unity and yeah, bumped into a whole lot of teachers. when they asked where am i now and what course i'm doing, they felt so proud. Mrs Ong even said that nurses do a lot of work as compared to a doctor. true enough. though i haven't experience it first hand but by just looking at them while they are at work, you can see how much burden and responsibilities a nurses hold. Mr Tan thought i was in SP. i replied that i wasn't and so he asked again,"so which P are you in?". after mentioning NYP, he immediately knows that i'm in nursing. haha! been telling him throughout sec 4 to give me a good grade in d&t so that i can make it to nursing in NYP. felt sooooo touch that he remembered. or maybe he was pissed off by me? hahaha! don't think so. though d&t o levels are looooooooong over, he still congratulate me for doing such a good artefact and folio (top 2 siol!). hahahaha!

apart from the teachers, meeting the ex-Unitians and some of the current students was sweet. Fatin and Syu kept on reminding themselves that they are left with only 3 more months. haha! don't think about graduating. instead, study hard and think where you wanna go next after o levels k? Nilah was sooo funny! when she saw me, she salam then asked me,"eh dah lamer tk nampak?". so i replied,"pasal dah graduate,". hahahaha!

so the dancers bought a cake for Cikgu. chet! skarang dah tukar jadi Mdm Khamilia seh! hahaha! but it feels so awkward to call her "mdm". hahaha! be it cikgu, ms or mdm, she is still the same old fun crazyy teacher (:

Syafiq tak tau amek gambar uh.


Unity Dance Troupe (:

after tuition today, i stupidly went to popular at lot 1 with the intention to get Anggun additional english assessment. upon arriving at the entrance, i was astonished to see the crowd in the store. then i wondered, why was there aloooooooot of people? first day of school? no can't be. examinations? no. only those graduating are either sitting for their GCE or prelim paper. then came a girl who shouted across me just to talk to her mother,

"mummy! can i get something for chicher day tomorrow?".

teacher's day coming soon. still thinking whether to go back to Unity. but it's been a looooong time since i met Cikgu. hahaha! eversince she's married, makin action eh! hahaha! i was figuring what to get for her. so in the end since i was under a tight budget, i went to Sheng Siong and bought for Cikgu CHOCOLATES! hahaha! maybe i'll wrap them up like a hamper or something or probably i'll buy a box from Daiso and chuck everything in.

every year during teacher's day, i'll always perform. haha! secondary 2 was 'Asmaradana'. that was easy cuz' we have been dancing to the choreo for almost a year. haha! i love the costume too. heh. secondary 3 was back to hiphop. hahaha! first time dancing with Zaf and Syahril. oh my god! how i miss dancing soooooo much! actually, i could get back into dance in NYP. considering the fact that most of the lovely people around me kinda disapprove of me dancing, so i stopped. or else.. I WILL RULE THE WORLD! nyeahahaha! macam paham..

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KECIK!

i don't know what got into me today. i helped ibu with all the chores including cooking, vacuuming, mopping (if one wasn't enough, i mopped the house twice!) and did the laundry. hahaha! this is soooo not me. but it does feel good to do it once in a while especially for ibu (:

currently at Jurong library, accompanying Didi. hahaha! just finish watching 'Don't Mess With The Zohan'. funny sia! should watch :P

when i turned my head and look at the Shaw Brother's building, it makes me wanna go ice skating. but who to go with? lots of people i know don't skate or don't know how to skate. they only know how to ride a bike (which i dont! grrrr!) hmm. maybe i should learn how to ride a bike. yeeaaaahh. atleast i will be spending my holidays condusively. hah. yelah tuuu.

tomorrow is small kid birthday! hahahaha! :P

"why must most women pay back their fast when its close to the fasting month?" asked Didi. hahaha! i don't even know since when he became such an overt observer. so the conversation went on..

Qin: hmm. maybe you should ask a women this question. (dengan penuh confident aku cakap)
Didi: aren't you one?
Qin: oh a'ah eh. hahaha! maybe pasal we were to busy in the early part of the year or we kept on pushing it till the end, thinking that we still have alot of time left. macam exams. dah nak kat exams baru nak blajar kan? abeh kanciong giler nyer. samer ah tu.
Didi: ohh. eh lain kali takmo bayar lambat lambat ah. nanti bayar terus kenek puasa. orang puasa satu bulan. den you kenek puasa one month and two weeks.
Qin: yelah yelah. klau dah pakcik, pakcik jugak. hahaha! :P

Saturday was awesome. met Didi around 6pm and went to Lavender. broke fast at Beach Road. hahaha! food was goooooooood since it was free! bukan slalu orang tu blanjer kiter makan. huhuhu! then we were like rushing to Raffles Place, walked to One Fullerton, bought drinks at Starbucks (the usual Java Chip Frappe) and waited for the fireworks to start.

the fireworks was spectacular! hahaha! but too bad i didn't catch the Saturday's fireworks. it's ok. next year pun ader! hahaha!

silau bodoh!


i'm gonna cut off their heads! muahahaha!


tengah tangkap ilham. hahaha! macam faham!


i don't know what mood he was in but he kept on taking photos constantly. hahaha!


thanks sayang for such a wonderful night. oh, & the treat! hahaha!

kendarat was kecoh! especially since Khai's back! hahaha! and Am was there too! something hilarious happen when we were about to have dinner. here's how it goes..


initially, we were sitted in this manner. Orange, Yan. Green, Didi. Blue, me. Purple, Khai.


behind Khai was Am (the one in Red with the Devil horns). so as Khai was about to sit down..


Am sneakily pulled Khai's chair..


causing Khai to fall flat on his butt on the cemented floor (jatuh macam nangka busuk! hahaha!)


eventually that poor boy changed his seat. hahaha!


an attempt made by Didi. he told me that he knows how to ikat rambut. so i gave him my rubber band. then he began plaiting my hair. i was quite shock. though the outcome wasn't so neat but atleast he tried. hahaha!

whenever i watch Star World, they will always advertise Desperate Housewives Season 4. i was so tempted to watch the whole season but told myself not to since i was in the midst of examinations. so since it's all over, i started to sit my ass in front of my laptop and thus the Desperate Housewives Season 4 marathon started.

this particular episode is so tragic. i think it's episode 10, season finale if i'm not mistaken. season 4 is sooo much better. hahaha!

hello kawan kawan!

SEMESTRAL EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! :D
so how was paper? hahaha! i shall not elaborate about it. exam dah habis buat hal dah habis ah. heh. now that exams are over, i have nothing to do! hahaha! i re-activated my TMGC, placed new batteries in my Rubiks revolution, charged my PSP almost everyday, played the 3x3 Rubiks sampai naik boring. so what now? irritating sak type kt laptop. grrr!

kk. i'm getting irritated with my laptop's keypad. dah malas ah nak type. i want to take a trip to lala land. goodnight kawan kawan (:

i don't think my brain can absorb anymore. luckily, tomorrow is my last paper. or else, i would have already kill myself right now.

so yesterday was the same old story. Syiqin was late. F4 waited though Syiqin told them not to (thank you soo much for waiting), walk to the end of the school (this time it was zone 3 not 1), it was freaking damn cold inside the hall but still can tahan, walked out before the paper ends (haha! this paper more power sial! not 10 but 30 minutes before paper ends!).

yesterday night before i went to lala land, i watched 'Meet Dave' on Didi's PSP. quite a nice movie but quite merepek also lah. i re-activated my Tamagotchi and i wished i hadn't! my Tamagotchi is a freaking irritating attention seeker! keeps on beeping every 5 freaking minutes! asyik berak jer! tak makan pun berak! diarrhoe pe? and do you know that they have their very own website?

cool or what? this website serves to earn more points and collect more souvenir and items.


this is called Tamatown where all the Tamagotchi lives.
there's schools, bank, shopping center, arcade, train station, food court and blah blah blah.

k i want to go and earn points. hahaha!

Syiqin bodoh gi click on the link which change the whole Friendster languange into cina and freaks out. baik ah! hahaha!

woke up at 6.30am today. like finally, bangun pagi and on time! kk but i didn't meet the Fantastic 4 on time. haiz. nevertheless, i am thankful that they waited. aww, so sweet kan? then walk all the way to the sports complex. jauh giler babi bodoh! then sat for the paper and walked out of the examination hall 10 minutes before the paper ends. nyeahahaha! i'm lazy to wait for the examiner to walk throughout the hall, collect the papers one by one, count them and by the time they release us, it's 30 minutes after the paper ends. babi right? bought breakfast from McD for ibu and myself. hahaha! better fulfill my cravings before fasting month starts.

so what the fcuk did i study for foundation of nursing 2 months ago?

the truth? i feel guilty for how things are right now. i didn't expect things to be this way. but i guess it's too late.

k i think Syiqin banyak bebel uh. bebual jer non-stop. biler nak kasi tengok gambar? k ah. since i'm in a good mood, here's some random photos. klau tak suker, g mampos. heh.

doesn't Didi's birthmark look like a rat eating a piece of cheese? hah! i keep on disturbing him that he has a rat for a birthmark. and this boy of mine tak leh accept the fact. hahaha!

ndp 08 photos next! taken during preview. Zaty die-die wanna take S photo but didn't get to. hahaha!

the gereks people! Zaty, Fatin, aku lah & Fatin! mind you, i know a LOOOOOT of fatins and it's only in SG. wait till i go global in search of the other fatins. hahaha!


my "husband". he told me that i action and that i never layan him. hmph! eh, i'm not seh. so i told him,"eh, you are worse then my boyfriend sia!". his reply,"that's because i'm your husband!". hahahaha! leceh you know nak layan my husband. must go ndp together gether with him then go back also must together gether. hahaha!

Syiqin loves to selit selit. heh.


Syiqin sibuk uh.


B1! great times, great memories.


giler dah start.


blue moustache anyone? it's the "in" thing tau!


all photos credit to her. thanks Zaty!

aku rasa ada juga orang dalam dunia ini yang tahu akan hal ini tetapi tidak mahu berterus terang. tidak mengapa. aku akan terus berdiam dan berpura-pura tidak tahu akan perkara ini (:

today, i attend some outreach programme thing. haha! it starts at 9.30am and i was supposed to meet Fiza and Ziqah at 9.15am. for Nur Asyiqin, waking up at 8am seems to be something difficult to achieve after she told herself that she do not have to attend school for 5 weeks. so instead, she woke up at 8.45am, slowly made her way to the bathroom, had her shower and got dress. she ended up leaving the house at 9.15am. by the way, Nur Asyiqin is not known for punctuality. so if anyone has an issue with my punctuality, it's no longer my problem. i have already made known about this matter. hah!

upon reaching, my two lovely makcik was busy gossiping, usual routine. we made our way to the mosque. along the way, Fiqah called and asked our location. oh! i walked passed Didi at the bus stop without even noticing him until he text me. hahaha! i can't be bothered to look at people. my personal opinion is that people who look at others tend to be attention seeking. heh!

so we marked out attendance and i ended up standing beside ustazah, holding the class register for 4B. i wasn't boycotting 4A hokay! i still love my class and the people too! err well, most of them. hah! so we were assigned to give out some donation package to the residents at block 1 and Hafiz was our leader. hahaha! kekek sial! so we packed those items and the guys went up to the 12th storey and the girls went to the 5th. then something unexpected happens.. the guys got stuck in one of the lifts. Qai, Yan, Nabil and Firdaus was in it along with a few other guys. hahaha! that was hilarious! one of the aunty at the 5th floor got out from her house and called the emergency number. so i texted Qai so that they would stop pressing the irritating bell.

Qin: woit. korang kenek tunggu ard 30 mins.

Qai: panas siol!

after the programme, i quickly rushed back home and went swimming at Choa Chua Kang Swimming Complex with Cinta, Cik Dian and Cik Anam. ahh! it was so nice to get a dip in the pool in this freaking hot weather. and it was definitely nice to relax after stressing your brain from studying biology.

i'm watching the encore telecast for NDP 08. hahaha! baru skarang nak tengok! dah basi lah! sorry lah! i didn't manage to catch it on the day itself. saw Aza, Khai and Shasha. hahaha! kekek sial! i know it's been 2 weeks since national day but i see alot of people still celebrating and wearing RED! hahaha!

k back to CVS. babi.

it's funny how for a moment you are madly, deeply, truly in love with someone and suddenly in a matter of seconds, you can shatter one's heart and fall for another. something random which crosses my mind while blog-hopping. yes, i do blog-hop but only when boredom strucks.

indeed i went against my words. again. i went out to meet Alep to take Aza's Crumpler bag. met Didi at Woodlands and took 168 to Tampines and off to Changi to send Aza off to Sarawak. oh and by the way, i used to pronounce Tampines as in Tam-Pines, as in pine trees. gundu. kk back to the story.. studied Biology on the way back in the train while Didi played Juiced 2 on my PSP. pity that dear boy of mine as he have not upgraded his PSP and is stuck with his oh-so boring games. hah! serve you right! go study for O's lah. hahaha!

so finally, i have covered all of the topics except for CVS. i have not gone through skeletal and muscular system yet cuz i think my memory on those topics is still strong. i could still remember what i learned for Biology practical, i think. haha! kk, nevertheless to be on the safer side, i better revise them again.

i don't know why but whenever i see someone i know or just barely knew walk into the immigration counter and waved goodbye, my eyes will suddenly be filled with tears. but i don't cry hysterically lah. itu dah extreme sangat. klau mak aku atau matair aku pergi pe takpe jugak! heh (:

lately, i realized that i have been blogging quite frequently. i think i should get a life and not be like some moron who sits in front of the laptop the whole day. yeeaaahh. k bye.

Blogger just created a new dashboard. hahaha! the gundu here freaked out the moment she saw it, thinking she was at the wrong website. bodoh.

seriously, kendarat has been pouring in like crazy. i'm suppose to have kendarat today but everyone's busy with tuition, seminars, prelims and as for me, semestral exams. there will also be another kendarat tomorrow but i'll have to leave it to Afiq. i can't possibly handle them at a time like this. i've just started studying biology. see how pathetic i am? i only have 2 freaking days to cover 7 humongous topics from Martini. and after the Monday paper, i'll have to start studying for FON which falls on the next day. confirm fail. i'm so pessimistic. hah!

kk. colate yourself. breathe in and out.

i think i can handle it. insya allah. i'll need to focus and concentrate, no side-tracks and no going out for this 2 days which i think i will. Aza's going to Sarawak if i'm not mistaken for some silat competition and Didi asked me along to send him to the airport. Umai is having her silat performance over at Expo and he insisted that i come down just to watch her performance atleast once. i'll see how k? and tomorrow, Kak Yan is having a bazaar sale at Zouk. she's selling accessories at a very low price. so i don't know if i want to go for all these or not. think Syiqin. it's either these or studies? k studies. hahaha! macam senang gitu nak decide eh? lain kali klau ada orang ajak aku mati, without much thinking terus leh jawab, "yok g mati!". hahaha! kk. i'm spurting nonsense here.

2 weeks to go till puasa. i still haven't pay my fast back. i'm still left with a week to go. i think i can pay them back this coming week. in just a few weeks time, it will be my attachment. once my attachment is over, it's Hari Raya. i guess for the 3 weeks before my attachment, i'll be spending my time working at TRU, "the greatest toystore". yeeeaaaah rite.

i thought of making my blog public. but wait, wait. wrong move. my life is already broadband enough from word of mouth. i don't need to publicise my life even more by broadbanding about my "unkown" blog.

i bought a looooooooooot of stuffs lately. most of the stuffs is not what i NEED but more to what i WANT. ahh! i hate myself whenever it comes to shopping. and still there's several more stuffs which i want to get. haiyoyo.

1. 2 audio-technica headphones. yellow for me and green for Didi.
2. audio-technica earphones for kakak.
3. smartwrap. there's 3 smartwrap in a pack so i gave out each to Didi, kakak and myself.
4. 2 tops and an emergency pair of slippers from cotton on.
5. 4 tops at fox. one of which is Didi's.
6. a pair of melissa shoes which was on sale at novo for hari raya later.
7. paid half for Didi's formal pants.

and i almost bought a bag frm dorothy perkins which after discount cost only $25. but Didi being the pakcik he already is, nagged. so i had to drop the idea. oh! & i want to get the new creative xi-fi. heh!

Didi hasn't been attending school for almost 2 days. his tummy ache still haven't recovers.

i'm really worried. i think i may be repeating psychology next semester. i mean i understand what's going on and the theories but i can't seem to store these information in my brain. i think something is wrong with my encoding process. i have to put my heart and soul into psyche. i can't stand to repeat this module again next semester. let's get this 3 year diploma over and done with.

almost every week i have kendarat. kalau dah takde, sunyi giler. klau dah ader, ribut! so my legs have been killing me, no thanks to my new pair of crocs. i think my crocs bite my legs. i have blisters all over. on national day itself after kendarat, Didi and i rushed to raffles place to catch the fireworks. half way walking to city hall, my feet was sore. i can't imagine how much pain my leg will be in during my attachment later. Didi strongly advice me to get a pair of those low socks so that i won't get blisters. should get them one of these days. so the next kendarat will fall on next saturday. and at night, there will be fireworks festival. ah fcuk! and i just got to know that the whole wedding ceremony will end at 9pm. haiyoyo.. so i told ibu and ayah that next friday i'm not going madrasah simply because i'm gonna catch the fireworks! hahaha! heard from Didi he wants to go and watch it with the 'budak budak madrasah'. hahaha! boleh lah. been kendarat-ing with them for the past 2 kendarats. boleh pecah perut kalau lepak dengan dorang.

currently, i have been listening to alot of malay songs. maybe it's due to kendarat.

my dearest Didi is down with stomach ache. hopefully, he will recover soon (:

just finished watching superhero movie. very crappy. it's like spiderman, x-men and batman combined. watching step up 2 with kakak and didi now but didi's doing his d&t at the same time. i'm suppose to study pshycology but i can't bring myself to study right now. don't know why. i told didi to wake me up early today so that i can start studying in the morning and rest in the afternoon. knowing how asyiqin is, i woke up at 10 and got on my laptop till 12pm and eventually went out with kakak and didi to limbang, choa chu kang and yew tee. hahaha! i can assure you that i can fail psychology. i have to clean up my room next. and most probably i'm going out at night to eat at makansutra. so tell me when will i start studying? psychology is this friday, biology next monday, foundation of nursing on the next day and finally family next thursday.

can die!

"hey. the heart is for u." - S